I miss you

I miss you

I miss you

Dear Brianna

Words can’t explain how terrified I’ve been to write you this, but i feel like it can’t hurt, Can it? Well, we’ll see. I just want you to know how i completely feel. The last thing i want is to come across your mind as needy and desperate. ( But thats not the Case ) Is Just My heart speaking

I guess I’ve decided to write this because lately, I miss you so much it hurts. I miss looking forward to talking to you and seeing you everyday. I miss when we would just talk on the phone for hours. When you’d not say a word and tell me you love listening to the sound of my voice. I miss when I would go to look at you, but you were already looking at me first. Some days I miss you so much i go through all the messages you wrote me, and it makes me smile, but then I wake up in the morning  realise you’re not here anymore, and I get sad again. To hear i was your world, always made me feel special. You were not ashamed of me and you would remind me you loved me everyday.

I’ve tried to convince myself i don’t want you anymore. But I just can’t let go. I don’t want to see you move on, but I’m not doing much about it either.

I could tell you how much Ive missed you for days and weeks , but I feel like it won’t make a difference.

You are my angel in human flesh. You are too much for me, yet I can’t get enough!! I simply cannot put into words how I feel about you when I see you, hear you! My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk,  whenever you are around although it may only be for  brief moment, it’s enough to make my day.

These intense feelings will never go away.

Every day and night I thank god that you came into my life and I try to tell you how I feel, because what I feel for you exists inside my heart.

I often think of that wonderful evening when we first met-the first time I saw you – the first time we spoke to each other – the first time we touched – the first time we danced. are first kiss that you gave me on your couch after i asked you to be my girlfriend by telling you that fairytale story on your couch. It seems just like yesterday to me because I have always kept such precious memories constantly alive in the pages of my mind.

If you decide to open up your heart to me again, you will benefit from my improved personal standards which can only serve to elevate this relationship from the emotional state in which it seems to have found itself in.  Every second we’ve been apart, every word, action and thought that has ever been spoken or passed, has travelled thru the depths of my mind And it makes me a better person everyday.  I guess what I’m trying to say is that, look its not a need or neccesity to have you back, but its a choice instead to want to be with you again.

And my mind and heart choose to be with you – so look there’s a difference between  needing you back and  choosing to want to be with you. The purpose of this letter is to let you acknowledge that I’m not asking for you to take me back right now, I don’t want to be selfish and pressure you to  be back with me all over again. NO i dont want that! All im trying to say and gain from this letter is for a little sign of hope that one day this storm will calm down and it will be sunny again between you and me again.   Cuz the way i feel about you is a really rare type of love.

7 Comments

  1. His princess 1 year ago

    Wow if only he wrote me from where he is words like that I would drop my pride and tell him how much I love him too and fall into his arms…if he would have me.

    • Isabela 1 year ago

      I wish I could say that to my ex in a letter and hope that we will be something again.

      • mee 1 year ago

        I wish I could get back my ex because I miss him a lot and now his with someone who’s miss using hom

  2. Shania Silvia's ex 8 months ago

    I wish I could turn back the hands of time but my depressing ass just gotta move on

  3. Unknown 8 months ago

    This makes my heartbreak bcecause I really want to tell my ex I love him and make a letter like this but I feel like he doesn’t have any feelings for me anymore and he will just say uh ok thennnn. I haven’t gotten over him ever since…we….broke up..which was months ago…

  4. Angie 4 months ago

    I treated you like a king, I did anything to told me to as long as I could. I made sure that you knew I loved every inch of you with all of my heart. It hurt me so much when I discovered that to some extent I wouldn’t count on you. few weeks later after I left town things started getting sour between. I asked myself so many questions that till now I don’t have answers to. I felt that I was losing you the last time I left. i don’t know whether I should have done things differently but I still love you baby. deep deep in my heart I still feel that you miss me.. I still feel like we will seem up together but right now we don’t talk. I’m tired of feeling like this. I want this to be over, this feeling. I don’t want to feel this anymore. I know I can do without you but I don’t want to. I know I deserve better, I know I deserve to be happy but I want to be happy with you. remember the plans we had. it was the shortest relationship I ever had but it was the sweetest relationship coz I was deeply in love with you. I loved you from the time we kissed. all I want you to know baby is that I still love you

  5. becky 3 months ago

    man , why did my ex come to this page & send me everything word for word just changing the name 😂 i really hate men . if you miss me tell me from the heart not something you found offline

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