I know I’ve done a lot of hurtful things to you and your family.  Things that you may never forgive me on.  I accept that.  When I started losing control I tried harder to try and keep it under control.  I was wrong.  I  knew what I was doing wrong, yet continued to do it anyway.  I was a jealous bully.  I am truly sorry!

The things we do, we do not realize how it affects others until we step back.  I finally did see a counselor and starting to get my life together again.

I hope you have found new happiness and that life is treating you well!