I’m so very sorry

I’m so very sorry

I’m so very sorry

Dear Kitten

I’m not sure how to go about this but I take some comfort that u will probly never read this.

I honestly thought I was doing right by u, when we were kids. U didn’t need to be dragged into my issues. U didn’t need to know in as little as 3 months, I fell head over heals for u n loved every thing about u. I had a hard time than accepting everything, yet now is no easier. I have missed u n I still do. U will still remain my first choice, my first love, the person who I would still put first…over the last few months I’ve had to accept the many mistakes, I’ve made wif u n I am sorry for every single one. I’m sorry the truth came too lil, too late.

I’m sorry I couldn’t find the courage to do so many yrs earlier. I’m sorry that very awkward night, had u thinking the nightmare was coming all over again. I honestly was in it for the long hall, I always have been, as we got older tho things became more n more difficult to get right. I had developed trust issues n I so wanted for u to be the right person to trust but I do understand trust goes both ways. I don’t harbour any Ill will towards u, the opposite, I wish u the best of luck n happiness. Find that rainbow after the storm babe. Maybe wif some time we can be mates again but until than u will always have someone that loves u even if I have to settle for just mates. I guess I’m not ready that permeant goodbye n probly never will be

xoxo

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