I am not sure why I care, I shouldn’t. I know so much more and have become such a stronger person, for that I have you to thank.
I know you are using, and have been for a couple of years. Like everything else, I ignored it. I buried my pain in the hope that you would pull it together. Instead, you chose that life. I sincerely hope that this is what you have always wanted and that you are content. I know happiness eludes you, otherwise you would not choose to continue down a path that has clearly made you unhappy.
But, there is something to be said for a comfort zone.
Anyway, I wanted you to know I will always appreciate the lesson learned, and that you have created a literal Phoenix. I can and do rise from anything that hits me.
All my love