Not yet…?

Not yet…?

Not yet…?

LTME-postThis letter is a little different, so let me explain. You see we have broken up yet but to me it feels like we have. You saved me from a toxic past relationship in which I didn’t think I could ever get out of let alone survive and meet someone that I could love again. I love you more than anything, and yes I know it seems so easy to say like this but in person its a lot more difficult for me. I don’t know why; maybe its because I feel weakened, exposed and susceptible to any hurt that you may expose me to. You taught me not only how to love another individual but how to love myself again for who I am. You showered me with love, attention, gifts and most importantly time. Although things changed. I know I sound ungrateful but I’m not. I know that you wont believe me, but all I wanted was your time and love but even the most eternal things run out eventually. No more love, no more attention and no more time. Just us wondering where, when and how things changed. Did you grow bored of me or is it because I scared you by showing you how much you could truly care for someone to the point where living without them isn’t an option? I’m writing to say I wish you well…….but please never forget me because I will never forget you.

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