Dear Tyler,
You took my kind heart and made it into something of your own, you created a cage around it bearing me from any contact of my life before you. The amount of unknown shit about my fathers side of my family created you to be blind to any situation revolving around him. You took advantage of my innocents and soon thought evil of me because i gave you too much of my attention. You asked to not talk for a week after being inseparable for 9 months do to you loosing you mind about personal issues and used that against me. It just so happened my dad played one of his mindful games in the middle of this so called “break” and you came to me once you heard from your friends what had happened. Little did i know my father was lying about overdosing and it was too late to describe the situation because you already assumed i was lying about what had happened to my dad. You said numerous hurtful things in the moment you panicked when my father had texted me after i had gotten a call that he was in the hospital, not giving me any time to explain that this is a normal thing for my dad to do. You threw my shit our the door and blocked my number… Little does he know the whole story behind this and who knows? Maybe you never will. Although you were my lifeline, the way you just through me off the face of the earth over something you didn’t bother hearing me explain showed me how controlling the relationship was. You played games with my heart and took it for granted just because of your personal past with your mother dying. I wake up realizing how it feels to feel freedom, to be able to be my OWN person without having to constantly be scared of what negative thing you had to say next about what i was wearing, where i was going, who i was with…. i realize now i was not in reality that this relationship was not healthy for me. Thank you for giving me the experience that will give me the knowledge of what a healthy relationship should consist of. The day you come to realization to what you have done to this relationship, is the day i will have already moved on. Ultimately, independence comes from knowing who you are and being happy with yourself. Goodbye, forever.