Dear Jacob,

I can’t believe I am writing a letter to a website. I need something cathartic and I am hoping this is the fix. January 27th seems so long ago but it hasn’t even been 2 months yet. It is hard for me to think I will never wake up beside you or have you hold my hand in the way that just felt so safe and made me content. I will never know why you just decided to end us with no explanation. I hope you find the love that you are looking for. I so wish I had been enough. I have to let you go