I only wanted what’s best for you. You’re only 10 months older than me, so you’re bound to go out with friends and maybe forget to tell me that you’re safe.
I’m glad I spent the best part of 9/10 months with you, but the chapter’s no longer alive. That was the end. I’ve had my heart broken, but nothing like this.
I’m glad I had the chance to meet you, because otherwise, I wouldn’t have known so much happiness. You taught me a lesson too. Many lessons, actually. One of which, nobody’s going to be around for long.
My heart is broken, and the future we wanted, I won’t and can’t see. I hope you understand what I mean by this.
I saw a lifetime with you, but I need to heal first before I’m able to think about what I want to do – relationship wise, that is.
It’s going to be awkward being friends, so maybe; me, you and both our parents can meet up for a coffee sometime. Or it could be just us. Talking – just talking about what we could’ve been etc.
Everything happened in a matter of time, and now I feel like my life has been shattered.
You’ve probably already stopped reading by now, but I just wanted to say that I love you and that I hope you get what you want in life. Even if I only gave you half of what you wanted in life.
I love you, I wish you well.
C x