L,

It’s been months. I don’t think I will ever come to terms with you leaving me. I know it’s wrong, but it makes me sad and resentful that you’re happy and moving on.

I know it took you a while too, but you’re finally there. Abandoning me.. all over again.

I know I shouldn’t be angry, because it was all my fault, I didn’t appreciate you, I took you for granted, I’d give anything to go back and change things, but its impossible.

And I also know that I’ve said all these words before. But I have to keep repeating them, I don’t know why, I just do.

I just want to have the rest of me back.

I’m sorry.