It’s annoying how you still very much affect me despite all that has transpired between both of us. I have led you on, been mean to you, talked down on you, not appreciated you enough, broken up with you several times and gotten back together. And despite everything, I can’t seem to get you off my damn mind.
I know you are fed up with me but i’m desperately trying to give this one last chance but I know that this is me being so selfish and inconsiderate.
I think i’m done being selfish and I’m going to respect you and let go finally. You are clearly tired of my bullshit and you’re already moving on so I won’t be in the way. You deserve more than just someone who shares a fraction of their time with you.
Just as you said, I need to work on myself, which I’m doing. I’m sure that 2018 would be an awesome year for us relationship-wise. I’ll get to grow and you’ll get to find someone that is totally worth your time.
No annoying calls and messages from me as from today. I’m sorry once again