It’s so hard to not be mad at you. I mean how long did you know you didn’t want to be with me until you actually did it? Would you have strung me along if I didn’t tell you I would be ok? Which I am fucking not! And to be honest I feel kinda used….but ofc I won’t actually send this message to you because I want you to think I’m ok but I’m fucking NOT. I said before that I don’t like opening up because once I do that they leave and then boom you left. I don’t even understand why we broke up but it hurts and yes I know that I have be throwing myself into “relationships” well they’re not really relationships it’s more like I tell them I like them, we make out, and then I dump them. I still love you Gianna and I don’t know why.