This sadness I’ve been feeling seems strangely the same,
Yet different this time. 
I can feel something else lurking deeply,
It’s as if my synapses are misfiring, In the depths of my mind. 
There’s a numbness growing inside me, a carelessness I never thought I could possess. 
And it’s all thanks to the women with whom, I thought I loved. 
But later learned she just loved herself, while causing me so much stress. 
I feel cold,
My soul feels old, 
No longer do I feel remorse, 
For any woman I cross paths with.
For this is the third heartbreak has ruined me.
No longer will I be a student in love’s class, 
No longer will I continue this course.