I’m still here

I’m still here

I’m still here

LTME-postDana,
Thank you for your sweetness
Thank you for your warmth
Thank you for making me feel sentiments I’ve never felt before
Thank you for your time

You’ve changed me forever
You were my first love and heartbreak
Your name is the most positive and negative connotation in my diction
I’ve tried so hard to mean something to you but I could tell I wasn’t for you.

It’s been nearly 3 months and there hasn’t been a day where you didn’t linger in my mind
I’ve been keeping busy and productive this semester doing all these new things just to have an excuse to forget about you but those distractions are short-lasting and my mind drowns in sadness when they fade
I wasn’t prepared for these feelings and now, my hurt and confusion still haunts me through this day
I cherish our time spent yet I often wish i never met you

You may paint over me, delete me from your facebook, pretend that I never existed but memories are eternal and I will always be there for you whether you want me or not
Maybe we’ll meet again when we are more mature and we’ll be right for each other but now, I am chaos to your mind and you’re an addictive drug to my heart

I pray that my heart will be as open as it is now for you if you are ever willing to take me back or at least I’ll try
Goodbye, qt pi
You know how to reach me

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