Dear Drew,
I love you, with everything in me. You told me that you wanted a relationship a year ago but it’s too late now, you told me I broke your heart. My heart has been in my stomach for weeks now thinking about you. When I cut you out I broke my own heart, I didn’t realize I broke yours too. Im sorry.

If it weren’t for your girlfriend I would tell you how I feel and for how long I’ve felt this way. I miss your laugh, your hugs, your smile, how goofy you are, our car rides at midnight, our sleepovers, everything, I miss everything about you. My heart hurts so bad. I mean the pain I feel when I see you knowing that you love Katie.. its killer. Im honestly the most miserable I’ve been in my entire life. I miss you with everything in me and I know I’m not yours but you’re mine.. still.. and to the end. Love, Rubs.