I’m sorry I couldn’t give you what you needed

I’m sorry I couldn’t give you what you needed

I’m sorry I couldn’t give you what you needed

You saved me. I was so close to giving up on loving someone and I thought I was unlovable. But you came a long when I didn’t expect it, you showed me what real love looked like. You did nothing but treat me the way that I had always longed to be treated like. Being with you felt like I was in heaven, nothing felt real, like there was nothing on earth except us. You were my best-friend, you were my rock, you always kept me grounded, helped me when I was frustrated or sad, you took care of me. 

We planned our future, it was always us and never just you. You were going to be the one I married, you were my everything, and now I can barely ever talk to you. I not only lost the love of my life, but also my best friend and my husband. I didn’t know what home felt like til I had found out that you were my home. None of this is your fault at all, we are not at fault for any of this. 

I believe that we are meant to be together in this chaotic, scary life we live. I believe that the tarot cards are right, that you are my soulmate, you are my person 1000% for sure. I hope we meet again and love each other again, the right way when neither of us are going through hardships. I wish that I could tell you that I didn’t fall in love with you, and the person that you are, but that would be a lie. I did fall in love with you and I don’t regret it at all, I’m very glad that you are in my life whether we are on good terms or not. You have made such an impact on my life, all I want is to see you happy and if that means being with someone else then so be it, as long as she makes you happy. 

You mean everything to me and always will. In the short 3 months of getting to know you, I feel like I’ve known you my whole life, you will find peace in yourself, and you will find your happy again. I will wait for you, no matter how long it takes, but if there is ever a time right now or is a couple of months and you know deep down in your heart that you wouldn’t want to get back together once you’re healed and happy. Then tell me so that I could start working on moving on from still loving and caring about you. 

So Thank you!

1 Comment

  1. Hoeless, Not Hopeless 1 month ago

    I feel like I just read my own writing. Honestly, the way we talk is so similar and so are our ideas and just the words we use. I know it sounds strange to say but it’s nice to know that there’s kind of another me out there. Lets me know that I’m not crazy.

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