Haha. I’ve been so stubborn you know? Because of my stupidity, I lost you, again. It hurts as hell when I read your reply to my bestfriend. Literally, it tears me apart. It feels like my heart was stabbed multiple times. The more I endure, the more pain I feel.

I hope you still remember the first day you confessed to me. It’s November 17, 2019. It’s near.

You’re the only man I love. But I’m not the girl you love anymore. Man, this is the my second time writing a stupid letter for you. And this is going pretty cringe.

I hope all of these are jokes. But it is not.

Keep safe okay? Sleep at time. Eat as always, only God knows how much I love you. But I can’t do anything now. I love you but I don’t know how to fight again. Fight my love for you—it is like I want to give up now. My mom and yours are against in our relationship, we have to follow them because they are much wiser than us.

But, I can’t blame you at all, it is all my fault. I’m sorry, I wish you didn’t meet me. I wish you didn’t know me. I wish you didn’t love a stupid girl like me. I understand now that you don’t want to talk to me. I really understand you.

Study well mi amor. I’m sorry.

I love you, Chandler.