It is our eleven months in three days, one step closer to a year of meeting you. I miss you so much it hurts, it does not even hurt in a good way not at all. I know I cannot just expect for you to show up out of nowhere even if it was for our day, it does not work like that. I do not even know if you will ever come back for me, ever. These pass three months have made me realised so much more than I could ever. I seek love and attention hoping that it would be able to fill in the gaps or make me feel something, in the end I realised it was not worth it they are nothing compared to you. I truly believe that because I have never settled for bars that are so low, if they are not up to your level, I do not want it at all. There is truly no one like you, no guy, no celebrity could ever compare to you. You treat me so well, and you truly show me that you care for me and that you love me. Thank you for being different to every other person I have ever met. I wish I could have said goodbye or ended things on good terms, because that probably has left the way you feel right now. I never meant to hurt you in any way, I would never plan that for you. If you ever come back just know I will be right here, waiting for you I promise. Three words eight letters, forever and always to infinity and beyond.