Hey, it’s been a long time now but I just wanted to say i’m sorry.

I was so intimidated by the way I felt about you, so i got scared and ran away I wish I had been mature enough to just be open about it instead.

I sometimes think I won’t ever feel the way I did about a girl ever again or that any girl will feel that way about me.

Thank you for looking at me like I hung the stars in the sky, hyping me up, laughing at my dumb jokes and being the most active listener I’ve ever encountered in my life. 

I miss you and your kind hazel eyes so much.