Hi. You most likely won’t see this, but here goes nothing.
It’s been about nine months since we broke it off for good. We kind of just stopped talking this time around, but I hope that you’re doing well. I hope you’re happy with your new relationship. I hope you’re doing all of the things we always talked about.
Running into you recently really threw me off. It made me miss you…Or at least the you that I used to know. It’s so weird how we went from spending every single day with each other to not even knowing what’s going on in each other’s lives anymore. I’ve been working on healing after our break up, and its been really hard. I’ve done things in between, grown in so many different ways, and I thought that I was past everything. After running into you I feel like I’m back at square one. I started looking through our old photos and messages. We were inseparable. You were my soulmate. My first love. My first boyfriend. All of these thoughts running through my mind about us. I keep reminding myself that there is no us anymore. Even though its really over, I just want to wish you the best. I hope you achieve everything you have planned for yourself and your future. You’ll always be my first love, and I am so grateful for all the times that we shared. I’ll always love you and you will always have the tiniest bit of my heart. Letting go is so hard, but its the right thing to do. I release you with a full heart. I wish you the absolute best on the life you have chosen to live. I let go of my claim on you. I’m taking back the energy that might have been taken away or that I gave away. And I return the energy that I still hold from you. Wish you the best.