Vitor, I don’t know what to do or how to feel. It’s over, if I’m being honest, it’s been over. But you’re still the person who stays on my mind and in my heart. There are so many times that I tried to meet someone else. I tried really hard to forget you. It was wrong of me to try, it only hurt me and the people I tried to be with. I know you’re okay and not coming back to be with me. Even though that’s the only thing I want and hope for. Since we broke up, it feels like everything I do is wrong. Life has been miserable and I don’t know where to go from here.
People say if it’s meant to be, it will all work out. That everything happens for a reason. There are so many things I tell myself to get by. But the truth is this, I love you and only you. Nothing seems to change that. There isn’t any point in lying anymore. Life isn’t going to be easy without you, I gotta give up my dream of having a kid and a family. But it’s what I have to do. I’m happy you were strong enough to move on. You look happy. I’m really going to miss you, best of luck, bye.