M. You have taken my light away, crushed my soul & broken my trust in people forever. I am nothing but a shell now, stumbling through my life feeling numb, never letting anyone in, never trusting and unable to accept love in any form.
I wish you had just killed me as there is nothing left of me. I feel no joy, no connection just complete isolation. I was always scared of death but I welcome it now with open arms as I would be finally be free of the emptiness in my heart every second of every day.
It’s my birthday and my birthday wish is to disappear forever.