Hi muff,
I never thought I’d let you go, just like that. Remember how we always felt the same about everything? We knew that we’re different people right from the start but did it matter then? then, why now? Don’t know how we got here.  I thought you are mine forever and nothing could take the love between us. But here we are today, both moved on, in great relationships with other people. We forgot each other so easily that it makes me wonder did we love each other for real or was it a beautiful dream? I think of you everyday even today but not in the same way anymore. I’m sure you forgot my existence as quickly as humans forget long phone numbers but still i want to ask you- do you ever miss me? just as a person?

The way you made me feel is something that feels unreal. Will I ever feel it again?What did you do with the yearbook i made about us? Did you throw it or still have it- just for memories at least? I’ve lost hope actually of us ever crossing paths. It aches my heart because I loved you for the person you are. I loved your existence in my life. It wasn’t perfect, it never will be, but it was ‘us’. I loved every bit of it. I’m grateful for the best two years of my life. We’ll get amazing lives, meet and date amazing people, but nothing will be like it. Do you feel the same?
Your little baby,
D.