I feel like I’ll always run back to you. I also feel like you know that. I’m never quite sure where we stand. I want to just go with the flow and see if we fall back into each other. Every time I try to say that I want to stay just friends for our sake, a hot sensation fills my chest. I’m taking it as a sign to stfu lmao. It’s not the truth after all, I do love and want to be with you, but my mental health is deteriorating and I’ve already put you through enough. I don’t want to lose you forever so being friends is the only option.