No goodbyes

No goodbyes

No goodbyes

Hey old man,
It’s been 2 months since we last talked, and it’s still a shock to me- we never went to not talking to each other for more than 2 weeks, but this time it’s totally different, this time you are determined to never talk to me again. And the worst thing is that nothing happened for us to be in this position, you just simply ghosted me one fine saturday afternoon and than vanished. There is no sign from you, you don’t text, you don’t post and you don’t even see what I post which also shows your determination to cut ties with me. 
I have no idea what really happened, what I did to you ‘cuz our last text were: you-Bon Appetit, me-thank youu. 
It hurts you know, ‘cuz for some reason I strongly believe that you found someone that day, or you got back with ur ex ooooor my favourite theory that you got engaged to some stranger in an arranged marriage. I know that there was no future for us and that we would never grow old together but I still loved you even though it was impossible, even when you cheated on me and came to me for advice on how to date the new girl.
I really thought we were the friends forever thing, that nothing was going to come between us, but turns out that it’s not true, I believe your new girl won’t let you talk to me and that fucking hurts cuz I really though that you’d be by my side always.

To my favourite human being, to the best person I once new, I hope that you are living the most beautiful and peaceful life and that you really are truly happy. If you have found a new girl I hope that she’s just as amazing as you are and I hope she appreciates ur ambitions and I hope she supports ur dreams even though you have given up on them yourself. I’m going to keep our promise to meet each other at the top, with a list of bad jokes that you love.

With lost of love and longing, yours only Curly

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