Deciding to finally let go and stop hoping for you to come back was the hardest decision I have ever made.
I wish things went differently between us. 
You weren’t just another boy and I know I wasn’t just another girl to enter each others lives.
You were more than just my boyfriend, we built a family bond together.

I think we both could’ve done things differently and treated each other better.
I’m sorry I let my past traumas and overthinking get the best of me. I truly did love you with all my heart though and gave you everything I had in me. Despite my trauma and stuff, I was a wonderful girlfriend to you and things shouldn’t have ended that way. 

Or ended at all..